Robert Hass in Meditation at Lagunitas
expresses the loss of language as somewhat of a helpful thing. Robert could not
empress the way he felt about the woman he loved, solely with the language we
have. “I felt a
violent wonder at her presence like a thirst for salt, for my childhood river,”
he says, after talking about making love to a woman, this is how he remembered.
Hass did not remember by words that were said, he associated the feeling he got
from this woman with the feelings he got from fishing as a young man. In this
instance the loss of language was what was best for this situation. Had Hass
used actual language, the feelings would not be the same, language would have
deprived him. Yes, Hass used language to explain his feelings to us, but his
initial feelings did not come from language. Earlier on in the poem, Hass talks
about how language is old, “All the new thinking is about loss in this it
resembles all the old thinking,” and thinking about language is just looking at
the past.
For Ildefonso however, the loss of language did not affect him until
after he acquired language. Ildefonso was content with his life, not knowing
what language was, he communicated with his deaf peers just as if nothing was
different, because to them, nothing was different. It was not until years later
that the loss of language affected Ildefonso. After learning actual language
and being able to communicate with non-deaf people, he realized he could no
longer communicate the way he had with other deaf people. His language was
lost, gone forever. However, Ildefonso did not seem too upset about this loss;
he felt that though he lost a language, he gained a much more beneficial
language and the ability to understand and actually communicate with others around
him.